I'm just tired. I just want to sleep.

I'm so tired right now I don't think I'm going to make it through my day. I know that's pretty bad, but right now I just want to fall asleep. And I really don't care what it is that I'm doing when I do that falling asleep thing. I think the real problem here is the lack of sleep at night, compounded with having to sit through a thirty five minute lecture about the wonderful world of insurance sales. There's a reason why insurance salesmen (well salespeople) are such blood sucking leeches. If this was any indication today, they are what they are because they get paid on commission only. Here's a nice little tidbit, everytime you re up on your insurance, they get a sweet cut of the premiums. Apparently there's a 65% hit for the first year and then about 9 - 6.5% every year after that. How sweet is that? Of course, on a commissions only salary, that's kind of a necessary evil. Either way, the next time that friendly insurance agent of yours calls to make sure that you're still going in strong on your policy, be sure to remember whatever he says you need will be adding a good deal of money to his pocket. And here I thought they really cared about me as a person. Ha! I should've known better.

My ever going quest to find a job continues, as I throw my resume to the winds, I can't help but think, if it were any lighter, it'd get blown off to sea. At least that's my thoughts on it. But what do I know? According to my resume, not much.

Ha ha! College drop out having remorse!